Sunday, June 10, 2007

Spelling Errors for Everyone.

Let.

In tennis or badminton, a let is when the ball or birdie hits the nets or something, and then lands in the proper place in the opponents court. It's pretty much a redo.

Let.

To allow. To admit into. It's almost like a passive action. Letting something happen doesn't involve you not doing anything, but it isn't active. It is stepping back. Duh. What is this guy talking about? I'm not going to tell you. When you read literature, you think 'why didn't they just say what they meant?' Well, if they did, how long would you pay attention? If it is easy to grasp, you skim it over. Everybody wants attention. If they said everything like everyone else, nobody would know them, because they would just blend into everybody by being like them. Nothing stands out.

Some people are scared of standing out. That's okay. People are different. Most of them don't make sense. So, why not confuse them? Haha. To be honest, those scared to stand out would probably be the most amazing if they did. I know some amazing people, but they don't know they are amazing. I could tell them, but my words have lost their impact. So many of them fly out, with so little impact, people stop listening. I tell them to. And then I'm sad when they don't hear me. I'm one of those people who really don't make sense.

I'm on a journey. I don't know where I'll end up. Right now I'm here. Where is here? Well, I'm glad you asked. Here is where you learn to be passively active. You step back without tuning it out.

Some friends of mine have a saying. Let life happen. They made it a group on facebook. Stupid facebook. It's pretty much their party group. Their parties are nothing like mine. They have what a bunch of people this age get into. They got drugs and crap. They let life happen. They have fun.

I read an artical yesterday about the XXXchurch. It's an organization that reaches out to people through porn. Sort of. They aren't concerned with crashing the expanding industry, but reaching the people. I thought that was cool. I never got into that stuff. I looked into it once, but I went to the wrong places, or right places, depends how you look at it. It was pretty gross. So I never went into that crap again. And that was that.

Let life happen. Let life happen. Let life happen. That's easy. What do you have to do to let life happen? Just sit back and enjoy it. It is natural. The wisdom of the world is foolishness. Do the unnatural? How do you let God happen? That's where here is. God is here beside me for this wall. This wall that I'm holding up. 'Don't hold me up now'. How do you let go? I can't right now. This next week everything happens. Essay, mocks, presentation, graduation, competition. There is some much. Let go? Can I? There was a guy once, who is dead now, but he prayed every morning for four hours or something. And he said that on busy days, he prayed for five hours, because he would need God to be there even more.

Even God's foolishness is wiser than man's greatest wisdom.

That's scary. It is running without looking where you are going. Or even knowing.

What's the worst that could happen?

Let go.

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